people... never give up. when someone slaps you in the face and kicks you down.. then keeps beating you...

never. give. up.

what is the point of this entry?

i've been homeless... and, after my mom told me "PAY RENT WHEN YOU TURN 18 OR YOU'RE HOMELESS!" well...

i'd rather be homeless. why? it's not the fact that.. "i'm rebellious" like my stepbrother and stepsis..

but the fact that... my slut of a stepsis can live here jobless and not pay rent? YET BUY SHIT FOR HERSELF ALL THE TIME...

pisses me off.

and... i've been paying since i was 13.. with my mental disability checks.

so... yup... i'm fucking tired so i'm saying GOODBYE.

if i can't take my computer.. i'm sorry... i can't stay in TRECA anymore... i'll have to go to a shitty public high school...

and you know what's really sad? my MOM WORKS AT THE SHELTER.. i'm going to the women agency... getting help there. i'll be taking a trip in september... because...

i'll be 18... and homeless.

"well you're stupid!!!! you'd rather be homeless..." heh.

you don't even know...

and ... you don't want to.


my friends dissed me, well, whatever. i've lived at a shelter before... and went to a public high school before...

so really? i don't care...

i'll be getting my own ssi checks... and that's about $600...

then i can get a job while i wait xD i have a plan...

if that doesn't work? i'm going to move out with eddie. and we'll both be homeless or hopefully in a place. v.v

if he even moves in... meh.

wish me luck.... i'm not going to back down anymore. i gotta do what i gotta do.


-- H